Depressed

Ever just feel you're not enough and no matter what you do your family will never be happy with you they call you a disgrace laugh at you and all you have no real friends and they make fun of you saying your only friends you have online would run away from you if they got to know the real you. Your family laugh at suicidal people but slowly gets you driving in suicidal thoughts. They take away everything you love and leave you crying alone at night with only your gf and some games to cheer you up now she's gone and the games seems not to work anymore depression is making you feel horrible again and you're getting numb well that's me right now with my shitty life and family can't wait to get my girl and my game they took away from me.
Damn I'm writing so much shit i forgot this was for gaming but how'd you guys feel about the horizon reveal all I can say is wow lol it's really amazing don't get why people keep saying shit about it and getting an Xbox 😂😂